i'm praying for ur safe journey..

Dear God...

i pray for u about my friend going to some place to find peacefull..

but .. in my heart.. i try to find a way to stop her from going..

should i make it?

can't she see it all this about her..

i'm just worried..

i know her ..

her stubborn..

so i just have one choice.. it is pray for her safe journey..

please god.. take care of her..

let her find her self.. let her find what she need and what she looking for..

Amin...

How Guilty i am..

Start form that night.. i was feel guilty.. so guilty to her..

what should i do..

how me to pretend to be..

fuh.. so hard..

for this moment.. i just can pray for the bad thing will not be exist.

i was regret..

One Night..

I was there last night..

Swing

Have you ever felt like one of these swings?
Empty?
Lonely?
But then soon someone comes along and fills you up.
And you are complete.
And it's fun!
But have u ever notice that this swing just give the people chill up..
the swing just give out..
even He know that someday....
someday.. it will be leave again..
But who cares??
Itself also dun care bout his heart..
its more than enough to make who play the swing be happy..
for sure the swing will be happy too..
aite?? it's means.. It rather to stay to see poeple happy.. then it make it happy to... :)

Boring...

Finally.. i just sigh to my self.. i'm bored..
i'm sick and tired to be here..
for the like hell life.. somewhere in my heart saying this to me..
"Please god.. take me away..."
but who am i?? to asking that stupid wish..
is it my sins was clear??
please god.. i'm begging for the better life from YOU..
take me from this situation..
wake up in the morning with hoping something..
when coming back to bed for sleep, with same hope.. another hope..
:(

Sad but need to keeps smile..

dear god..

You know how hard i keep smile like this.. Even in my heart for sure u know how sad i am..

but i needed to smile rite?

yeah.. smile owez..

For those that i dedicate this message....

no worries.. even been sad..

I will owez smile.. no matter how.. :)

Untuk hari-hari yang aku akan lalu..

Aku akan segera bangun stiap kali aku jatuh..

Aku akan terus sabar stiap pada stiap bende yg menimpa ke atas ku..

Aku akan cuba untuk mengubah nasib aku yg aku rasakan tidak cukup bagus untuk masa akan datang.

aku akan cuba untuk terus puaskan hati semua pihak selagi termampu..

aku juga akan cuba melakukan segala perihal dengan cara yang terbaek..

aku cuba untuk mengeraskan hati ku yg kurasakan cukup lembut...

aku akan terus mengingati segala yang aku rasakan cukup indah bagiku untuk dilupakan..

aku juga akan cuba untuk tidak tangisi apa yang terjadi pada kejadian yang lepas..

Aku akan terus cuba dan terus cuba untuk berdoa untuk seluruh hidupku agar aku kuat dalam menjalani hidup sebagai sorang insan di atas muka bumi ini..

dan semua ini adalah untuk hari-hari yang akan aku lalu....

Peace of mind..